Vacation
at Home – Part 1
Spirit of
adventure, cultivating gratitude, love of place, conserving resources, being
authentic, staying curious, keeping it simple, creating systems that liberate .
. .
A State of Consciousness
I
have spent a lot of money and time on carefully planned vacations in faraway
places. I haven’t always returned home
rested, happy and rejuvenated. Often I didn’t
feel like I thought I would feel. Sometimes I was anxious through much of it and
couldn’t get settled. Maybe it was too
planned without enough room for spontaneity.
For whatever reason, it wasn’t as much fun as I had envisioned. I had wasted that precious time and I
wouldn’t get another big vacation for a whole year. If I have to wait that long I started
wondering how I might be lighthearted, curious, interested and engaged in what
I was doing in my everyday life.
It’s
not so much that I wanted another vacation.
I wanted that joyful feeling
of living in the moment, carefree and at ease.
I wanted that state of being where I was finally content, sated, no
longer hungering for the next thing. Isn’t
that the true spirit of vacation? It is not about what I do or where I go,
but how I do it. Vacation is not a place, it’s an experience. It’s an experience I can’t force, I receive.
It is a whole new way of being in the world. Vacation is a state of consciousness.
I
realized that I could learn how to savor my environment and get absorbed in
that joyous way. I could learn how to notice
the beauty and the splendor that is right before me every day. I could learn how to minimize the time
pressures, the deadlines, the stress that robs me of joy, the needless errands
and empty social engagements. I could
learn how to add luxury to my daily routine and feel like I’m on vacation while moving through an ordinary day.
There
are a lot of different ways to be creative.
Some of you create art, music, characters and stories. I create experiences. I realized that one of the ways I am creative
is living life well and living it resourcefully; walking lightly, simplifying,
lightening the burden of too much stuff,
minimizing obligations and maximizing the time for play. There is an art to
living life well and it is worth cultivating.
What could be a more lofty purpose than developing fullness of life?
I
have always craved experiences of deep meaning; I want to live a life of
purpose; to keep learning, to stay curious, and broaden my perspective. I want to live with a sense of adventure and
unlimited possibility. I realized that the
most ordinary day can be special, new, electric and full of promise when I am
on vacation at home.
"It's an experience I can't force; I have to receive." That's stayed with me since I read this yesterday. Something really true in it. It's like once you've done all the planning, you have to just let whatever happens happen. Letting go and receiving whatever comes back. There's some really good spiritual stuff to explore here. I look forward to doing that on our next vacation!
ReplyDeleteAnd you live your life of purpose with deep-hearted and open self. So true that even with a life of creating novels, I'm living the life all around me, in connection with the world and its pulses and people. Letting go of the idea that there is "vacation" and the rest of your life once again makes an us/them paradigm and makes us either yearn for vacation or envy others on vacation. I'm seeing something new and experiencing life in the every day experiences. Great post, Karla.
ReplyDeleteValerie, dear, you are definitely one of the people who come to mind when I think about a person living with great purpose, curiosity and open heartedness. Thank you for this beautiful response.
DeleteLove,
Karla