Vacation
Almost at Home - Part 5
St. Dorothy’s Rest Retreat
House
This is truly a holy room. Lots of prayers have been
said here, lots of listening, too, . . . the rain, the fire, the quiet, my
heart, God . . .
I’m up at an Episcopal retreat house, called St.
Dorothy’s Rest, near Occidental, deep in the Northern California redwoods. I
can see the mist curling through tall pines, gazing out a long row of
wood-framed panes from a four poster bed – oh, sweet God, there are windows
everywhere I turn – I love this! There is even a gorgeous stained glass window with blue
trim and a wooden cross.
A pot-belly gas stove turns on intermittently; magically to heat the room when it dips
below 70 degrees. (I want one of
these!) I kept it on all night; fell asleep watching its little fire; woke up
once at dawn to its warm, dancing light, then nestled back into the covers and
woke up around 7:30 to its sweet fire once again and got my first glimpse of
the mossy velvet mist.
I feel like I’m a million miles from the city, but in fact,
I’m only an hour and a half or so from Oakland. I’m on vacation almost at home.
Rob will join me tomorrow – he doesn’t want to miss his
painting class and I love looking at his art; his prayer of many colors and
interesting shapes, infused with his Rob-essence delights me and lifts my
heart.
It is raining so I don’t feel like I have to go outside
and be active. I can just stay here all day if I want to and write to you and
pray and meditate and read and reflect and start my new mountain climbing book,
Anapurna, written in 1951 by Maurice
Herzog, a Frenchman, leader of the first expedition to reach the top of one of
the giant 8,000 meter peaks in the Himalaya.
I hiked all the way around Bodega Head yesterday at Westside
Regional Park outside of Bodega Bay. I strolled along, listening to the seals barking
and the mighty surf crashing, gazing down, down, down (almost scary down!) at
the magnificent rock and foam amidst the deep turquoise-green pools. Thank you
dear CJ for going first and discovering this wild, wonderful area and sharing
it with me!
(Can you even believe I forgot my camera?!?)
Dear reader, if you live in the Bay Area, come out
here! It is a whole different world from the city. In fact, no matter where you
live, go out to the closest wild place. Go out there now! Or really soon. It’s
worth the energy. Walk in beauty. It will save your soul.
Rambling along spring green roads like the Bohemian
Highway and Joy Road, (oh, dear God, so green!),
I stopped at an antique store and bought a floppy black hat for $10. I’ll wear
it to church next Sunday. It will collapse easily in a suitcase and will get to
go on the next trip to Paris. And it will always remind me of this precious
weekend near the end of this year of healing. Only a faint trace remains of the
vertigo; the shoulder and toe joints are slowly healing. My spirit soars from a
deeper, anchored place. Thanks be to God!
Dearest Karla,
ReplyDeleteAs Susan will tell you, the UU ministers retreat to St Dot's every fall, so I can imagine your surroundings (though NOT the four poster bed and pot belly stove -- mine were far more basic, though still lovely). Hooray for retreat time, rain, redwoods, green, and healing!
love,
SUe
Dear Reverend! Isn't it just a magical place, dear Sue? So good to hear from you! Check out the "apartment" at Boy's House . . .
DeleteLove,
Karla